#█ ▌ ❛ JAKA GOUFA ❪ ooc. ❫

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i’m  finally  gonna  do  it.  i’m  gonna  make a  langblr.

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munday  feat  my  bestest  friend  @cxnfliicted / @forceprotected​ / wherever  the  fuck  you  are  right  now  ilu  💕     ( I’m the one not wearing her glasses oops )     

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‘ I can’t feel my legs. ’    ←  that broke me

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the light of my life

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ilian accepting death broke my heart. ilian still hating himself for what he did under alie’s influence, even though he had no choice. ilian fighting for his clan, despite knowing he might die because there were warriors much stronger and more trained than him. ilian asking for octavia to end it because he’s in so much pain and he’s done everything in his power to make things as right as he can. ilian thinking about maybe being with his family at last. 

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timid mains call?    will be selective. I’ll IM you if I added you !

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remember when he was angry™ ?  yeah i miss that

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QUICK REF SHEET || MUN & MUSE EDITION!

tagged by: @icarusque. rules: tag 10 of your followers that you want to know better!

MUSE:

name: ilian nickname: n/a  zodiac sign: libra gender: cis male favorite color: green average hours of sleep: 4-6 last thing you googled: what is instagram height:  5′11″

MUN:

name: sam nickname: sammy, petite croissant zodiac sign: scorpio gender: cis female favorite color: green average hours of sleep: 6-7 (12 on a weekend) last thing you googled: georgia eurovision height:  5′7″

tagging:  @saviourse @ardentstory @nenindis @maerine @slainst and anybody who wants to tbh

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@slainst

delete thesSe icons

i love to suffer

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i can’t believe i missed this year’s native language day.....

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@maerine

‘yes i’m still sad’ binch tf me too

hugs  we can be sad together

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hiatus note.

Don’t worry, I’ve not completely lost my muse and I’m not giving up on the fandom either! I love Ilian so much... but unfortunately I need to set priorities atm since I have graduation exams all may and I need to study to get the grade I want. So this account, as well as all of those I’m reblogging this post on, will be on hiatus until may 12th! I still have two oral exams after that but I don’t need to study as much for those and I’ll probably want to scream about new episodes in between. I might pop in from time to time but don’t expect much from me. I’ll be keeping most threads but might clear out my inbox when I come back. The one blog I will be on more often until then is @breakthings, so find me there!

thank you for understanding <3

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good morning kids i was depressed but then eurovision started and now my life has purpose again.  ( if you don’t want to see my posts about eurovision just blacklist it, i won’t have a fancy tag for it because that is so much more effort to blacklist )

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when you wish you knew how to gif properly to make up for the laCK OF GIF SETS WITH ILIAN IN THEM

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this is fine, i’m fine

so i guess my url is not accurate anymore

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one last note before i stop spamming about the episode:

I think this thing between Octavia and Ilian is a bit like the Br/aven sex in s1. It was needed for her mental health, no feelings involved.